Soon, I'll be able to use my fingers to tell how many college days left. I guess it's a good to start over new, although the way up ahead is bound to be tough.

 

My old man keeps telling me things, you know, live-and-work alone stuff, which he believes I couldn't understand currently but somehow should try to understand. Anyway, he's right about one thing: Life is short. Therefore I guess there mush be something that can be done, or should be done, as a man. I don't really know.

 

Relationship is a weird but funny thing, it's just like a castle, people outside want to go inside, while the people trapped inside try to break out. It seems to me that to be an observer, a spectator could have more fun, so I won't bother a bit. Time usually feels too short when people are together, and too long when they're separated. You know what the solution is? Being single.

 

Hasta la vista, college.^v^

 

 

 

 

The following thing is what I have to do. Once again, I wanna say that I wish I could kick the starter's sorry ass.

 

 1.  最近在看的电视----------------Supernatural, House, Veronica Mars.
 2.  最近在做的事-------------------Sort out some stuff.
 3.  最近在听的音乐----------------The Faders － Whatever it takes.
 4.  最近在吃的东西---------------- Coke.

 5.  最近在看的报刊---------------- N/A 

 6.  最近关心的话题---------------- Offer and VISA. 
 7.  最近常去的地方---------------- Dorm.

 8.  最近常想的异性---------------- Jean.
 9.  最近最想做的事---------------- VISA.

 10. 最近身体情况------------------ A+.
 11. 最近理财状况------------------ Balanced.

 12. 对朋友最想说的话-------------- I know what you want to say, but don't even start, a simple goodbye will be okay.
 13. 对自己最想说的话-------------- Eat more!
 14. 想一个减肥的良方-------------- Eat dust!
 15. 记忆中做的最疯狂的事之一------ Guess I'm a model citizen...
 16. 喜欢K歌的程度1~10依次递减----- 10
 17. 喜欢吃的食物------------------ Obviously Chinese food.

 18. 最喜欢的水果------------------ What about melons?
 19. 最怕什么---------------------- Lying in the bed of a hospital room alone.

 20. 现在最想做的事---------------- Go my Huangshan trip!
 21. 你最遗憾的一件事-------------- Echo.

  22. 目标-------------------------- Live my life.
 23. 现在最想买的东西-------------- Just a T-shirt?

 24. 你最不能忍受另一半的性格特征— Mistrust of me, definitely.
 25. 你最好朋友的名字-------------- I call them my goodfellas.
 26. 你最想将来定居哪里------------ Brighton, if possible.
 27. 觉得自己最大的优点是什么------ Dumb.
 28. 去年最快乐的是哪天------------ The day I became a freeman.

 29. 今年最大的愿望是什么---------- Brighton.
 30. 迄今为止最难忘的一件事-------- Can't recall...damn.
 31. 你最喜欢的季节是哪个---------- Autumn will do.
 32. 为幸福下一个定义-------------- Have a girl that loves and trust me whom I love and trust at the same time.

 33. 什么情况下分手了还能做朋友---- If only I want to.

 34.“付出是为了收获”是否是一切交流的---- Didn't catch this...
 35. 最近在烦恼些什么-------------- VISA.
 36. 最理想的对象是谁-------------- Don't have such a person in mind for now.

 37. 情人节去哪玩儿了-------------- Dorm, there's no doubt.
 38. 你看到我点你的名后，会请我吃饭吗---- Not a chance...

 39. 你觉得ANSON帅吗?------------- Who the hell is he?

 40. 现在的你开心吗?-------------- You bet.
 41. 最喜欢的动物?---------------- What about a doggy?

 42. 用四个字形容自己------------- What a dumb boy.

 43. 如果让你放弃你现在拥有的一切去和你爱的人在一起,你会吗?--- Do you think this is gonna work?
 44. 你相信“命中注定”吗？-------- Sure, I do.
 45. 认识荆娜，开心吗?------------- Who the hell is she? She hot?

 46. 你是积极向上的那类人吗?------- Unless you give me a good reason to be a negative guy.

 47. 遇到一个可爱又可恨的人，你是爱她/他，还是恨她/他?---- I know there's another option.

 48. 今年你和谁看世界杯呢?--------- What about me?

 

Okay, this is the end of the game, I don't wanna get anybody else involved, in this case there won't be a Q49, nor a blacklist containing a bunch of names. If you really want to play my game, go check out my old diary please. Good luck.

I realize that my college has come to its end...only 30 days or so are left, what a reality.

 

Frankly, I couldn't feel a thing about the farewell stuff, maybe it's because I know me and my good fellas will be close to each other when we all go to work, and in the mean time, my job is not bad at all, how can I possibly ask for more.

 

Somebody feel lost during their last days, but I don't feel nothing. Do I have thick skin or something? No, not that, here's why: support and trust and love from my parents, my big sis Annie and my little sis Virginia. I can't tell them how much I love them, but I do. I might be far far away, but Jean, we will meet again, sooner or later, you know that, don't you? And my fellas, I guess I want to say "thank you" to all of you.

 

Come to next topic. Love is probably the last thing I ever want now, honestly, can't afford the responsibility for now, maybe I'll think it over later... Of course, gotta find some one 1st, and I know I will if I want to.

 

All in all, there's a world in front of us, maybe we couldn't change anything, but we could make our own lives better, so let's do it. And remember, nobody's alone.

Obviously, movies has now became my second option, because I find that I could expect much more from 24, PB, FK and so on and so forth...

 

A movie gives me 2hrs. to leave behind the real world, however, 24 gives me one hour a week, 20 weeks a year. That's why so many of us are into 24s.

 

They fight with Jack Bauer, Michael Scofield and Jack Shephard; they cry for Michelle Dessler, Tony Almeida and Lincoln Burrows; also they die for Nina Myers, Kate Austen and Michael Scofield. :)

 

There isn't much I can say to show how I love these TV Series, and I don't need to say much, you try them, you then fall in love with them. Don't trust me, trust your own eyes.

 

One episode a week, what a torture, but I don't care anyway, 'cause I'm not alone. Do you know how many people watch 24 all around the world? Not many, just 20 million...

 

At last, I recommend Prison Break and Four Kings to new comers, just forget about X-files and Friends.

Well, don't misunderstand, I'm still using XP sp2 now, though I do wanna delete it and try OSX.

 

But we could at least make it look better, and here is one way: FlyakiteOSX. It is far more than just a theme, I mean, it changes my OS upside down (and I'm sure something could never be recovered, damn it.).

 

I don't need to describe how much I like this "OSXP", I suggest you guys try this software, just go get it from Google.

 

Another thing, make sure your English is good enough before your attempt. Otherwise...

 

Last thing: I love Mac!

 

PS: If you fail to understand what I am saying, let me know. I'll explain the word "madness" to you.

According to the latest international and domestic situations, the following things have to be done.

 

Please read very carefully, you will be given 2 minutes to finish all questions, and after that, additional 1 minute to check your answers.

 

 

 

1. Answers to Tina's questions:

   01). I would like to find out the answer as eager as you do.

   02). Probably a classmate of mine when I was in the Kindergarten, the image is vague.

   03). Actually, they are both interesting questions. :)

 

2. Answers to Betoler's quesions:

   01). A big jerk.

   02). I don't really know.

   03). Skip this question...

   04). Watch and learn.

   05). Tell him/her the professor is a pretty lady/cool guy.

   06). Reinstall your OS 3 times.

   07). Stay up till 3:00 AM.

   08). Brave Heart, Forrest Gump, Full Metal Jacket.

   09). Tell them both to go to hell.

   10). Tell her if there's next life, we will meet again.

   11). If she's too hot...

   12). Chinese food, of course.

   13). Gave a wrong call to a wrong person at a wrong time.

   14). Eric Clapton.

   15). For now, gray.

   16). Live without regrets at all.

 

3. Answers to Old guy's questions:

   01). He/she sucks!

   02). I would rather sleep my dream till that moment.

   03). Porbably when I was 2 or 3, couldn't remember the details...

   04). No at all.

   05). -_-b...

   06). Storm from "X-men".

   07). Get busy living, or get busy dying.

   08). Finished "24" season4 in a day.

   09). The later one.

   10). Delete my SPACE. (Yours questions make me crazy!)

   11). I'll tell you that time.

   12). I have friends like you guys.

   13). Alone in a Nursing house, enjoy the sunset...

 

4. Answers to Ting's questions: 

   01). a, she's too hot; b, she's like a bomb; c, she doubts my words and behaviors!

 

 

Q1. If there's next life and you could choose, will you still choose me as a friend of yours?

Q2. What kind of man do you think Wayne is, and why?

Q3. How important do you believe you are to Wayne?

Q4. Will you still remember Wayne after many years?

 

 

 

Attention:

Candidates (you know I'm talking about you!) could choose to answer the questions on their own Spaces, send emails, leave a piece of comment below, or simply ignore (not encouraged).

 

Have fun.

I attended a job-offer exam held by Huawei, and now I'm waiting for their call. I mean, look, it's a big corp., I do wanna have a position in it.

 

The sun is shinning outside, I could see the blue sky through my window, and I do love this feeling. However, I was almost late for the exam because of the terrible traffic, and I got myself completely wet, well, if my umbrella is not wet too, I would probably doubt about the bad weather I encountered this morning, just take a look outside...what a sunny afternoon...

 

I guess I would never stop taking exams like Huawei's, I want my future being held by my own hands rather than some else's.

 

Result: Failure...

 

Many things happened since my last update, now I'm gonna write them down.

 

I'm so happy to learn that I've been offered a place in MA International English Language Teaching in US, and was told that the final decision would be released in a week by UWS. Well, I'm now on my way, and I guess my dream would come true.

 

TEM8 will be held next month, and I'm busy preparing, frankly speaking, I have no confidence, but I want to leave myself no regrets, in other words, I'm gonna do all I can to get the certificate. Wish me luck, guys.

 

BTW, I now own the membership of Orkut, if you've heard about it and wanna a try, please feel free to let me know. All you need to do is to become a Gmail user, I'll invite you to Orkut.

 

Enough for today, end of file.

 

P.S.: Proof read my diaries please.

A year has finally come to an end, while another is approaching. I guess there isn't much chance for me to see the judgement day, therefore, life seems forever to me.

 

People say happy new year to each other, but I couldn't see where the happiness lies, possibly because the year 2005 gives me too much to experience, to remember, and to grow up. I'm just an ordinary man, but with my friends, I could touch the sky.

 

Here I wanna say thanks to my parents, Old guy, Mouse, Kevin, Echo, Linda, Selina, Tina, Ting, as well as many other people, thank you for everything.

 

Another thousand years seems so long. I'm just a passenger, and the ride has just begun.

 

Let's go out for a cup of drink, shall we?

They received my application today, and told me it would take 2 weeks to know the final result. That's why I am nervous now. The game has just begun.

 

Most of my friends are home now, I look forward to some big parties or so. It is always happy to be with them.

 

Treat every practice as a game!

To most people, today is just another ordinary day on earth. However, today is quite a special day to me, or maybe just to me. Well, I mean, it doesn't matter, you don't have to show everything of yours to other people, whoever they are.

 

I'm firmly convinced that my application would be accepted, which means I could finally get away form this mess, not bad, huh? You guys should feel happy for me!

 

Lucky was right when he said this: What will be will be, what is over is over. I guess I couldn't agree more.

 

Now, I'm a rookie in Cstrike again, I enjoyed this feeling, but how they gonna feel if they know I just shoot the first 5 bullets of a magzine? Whatever, I don't want to know.

 

I see something I'm not willing to, you know what I'm gonna do, don't you? DEL!

 

It snowed today, and it sucks cold in my room. Alright, I'll stop here.

 

 

原来游戏玩得好了也不是好事情...

 

只不过M4稍微精准一点, 意识稍微好一些, 耳朵稍微灵敏一些, 结果就被N个服务器里的人骂成cheater, 完全是冤枉好人. 得, 我不玩了.

 

我还是玩PS2上面的游戏算了, 就算我真的作弊修改游戏也没人唧唧歪歪.

 

今天又收到一张照片, 很高兴. 可惜春节还是自己过, 不过没关系, 已经习惯了, 一个人其实真的很好, 这是前一段时间才逐渐认识到的事实, 呵呵.

 

Every coin has two sides, the only thing that matters is which side you choose, I guess I'd choosen the bright side.

 

Promised Virginia to go to the zoo with her, but now I'm far away and it's too cold out there, guess we could make it when next spring comes, hope she has some fun there, she's cool, but she's always a sister of mine, gotta take care of this little witch...

 

LOL...

 

You know what, I think I messed it up again!

 

Can't even tell what the fuck I'm talking here, okay, cut it out.

 

However, I do miss you...

It's been a long war, it's been a tough war.

 

You've fought bravely, proudly for your country.

 

You're a special group, who have found in one another a bond that exist only in combat, among brothers, of sharing foxholes, held eachother in dire moment.

 

We've seen death and suffered together, I'm proud to have served with each and everyone of you. You deserve long and happy lives of peace.

 

 

－－

A German general's speech, episode 10, Band of Brothers.

I just want to breathe again, learn to face the joy and pain, discover how to laugh a little, cry a little, live a little more.

 

I just wanna face today, forget about the words of yesterday. Maybe if I hope a little, try a little more, I'll breathe again.

 

Things will work out fine if you can find the courage to look past the night and to see the break of dawn.

 

As far as I'm concerned, I'm not alone neither.

Examinations are the history, but unfortunately, I have to move on, go abroad or not, a TEM8 certificate is nidispensible to life, so, gotta work really hard on it.

 

Of course, go abroad is still my primary aim. Might be really tough, but I wanna a try.

 

TEM8 training courses start tomorrow, they even require an MP3 player for listening practice...

 

An MP3 player...the last thing I want in my life, but it's not the right time to complain, where to get one?? Maybe I need to take my laptop there...

 

Damn.

This is my last Xmas during my undergraduate stage, next time, I wish I could be in Britain...

 

It is supposed to be a white world out of my window, but unfortunately, it usually rain here at this time of a year. Moreover, the wind here could freeze you! Really!

 

4 different memories come from 4 Xmases since I'm here, I want to use "funny" to conclude them, at least when these memories appear in my mind, I won't feel sad at all, probably laugh out loudly.

 

Well, since there isn't much things to do, better go to bed now.

 

Zzzzz...

Wayne's becoming a dumb boy, as he created such a word: Chritmas. Has anydoby seen this word before? No, I haven't. What a big jerk and idiot are you!

 

Anyway, forget about that dumb ass, tomorrow is Christmas day, here I wish everyone a merry Christmas and a whole new beginning.

 

I'd also give myself a wish, though only idiots do such kind of thing: I hope I could finally leave for a completely strange place, and then come back as a better man, I made that promise, and I'll make it the reality.

 

All in all, get busy living, or get busy dying.

 

 

How to describe Linkin Park?

 

Rap + Rock?

 

Anyway, it's cool, we folks love them!

 

Gone the grey clouds, in the blue sky come the bright sunshine, good day, good mood!

 

You know what, I guess I could make myself a good teacher of oral English, I better try this in case there's no better job.

 

Maybe Linda is the real smart person; me, on the other hand, just a dumb boy...

 

This fact makes me crying all night long...:)

 

I hope whoever comes to my space could enjoy himself(herself) with this "In the end".

 

Good luck.